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Bad night

I think it all caught up to me. I meant to work on my cat commission, but I started looking at credit unions. I need to use a check cashing place anyway, they can't clear the checks to have the funds available on the due date. So now I'm still bank shopping.

I stressed out over the very long list of rules and policies trying to understand them all, flared and got sick. Then got sidetracked into writing an essay that became painful, it dealt with some deep issues of the past. Now it's two in the morning. I've been taking my pills, it's time for one again.

Did my writing turn dark because I was in pain from all the overexertion or did I flare because I fell down mentally trying to handle complex financial information and make a good decision? Dang if I know, probably a bit of both.

After any massive effort, there's a crash. I hit the wall tonight and I'm better off sleeping till I feel better. I got far enough ahead in Nanowrimo that this won't kill the book.
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